Nothin much 2 say..i'm kinda nervous 4 ma N level nxt wk..I gt less den a week 2 brush up all ma understandin..I am totally lack of confident n nt well-prepared..i gt a bad feelin abt ma cert in dec..haix..its such a pity if i cun even pass ma N..DAMN!!!!
loner_freaky - 2:14 PM
Monday, September 26, 2005
[::..Pieces of me..::]
loner_freaky - 8:39 PM
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
[::..still me....::]
i still remain in this hell,where everything never seem well..i cun tolerate dis any longer..will dis ever chsnge for the better?i wonder..
loner_freaky - 3:20 PM
Monday, September 19, 2005
[::..Pieces of me..::]
my prelims jus ovr..its so saddenin..i flunk almost all..i'm so sad..
loner_freaky - 11:43 PM
[::..About me…..::]
Im just like the other girls
In this world
In other words
Im ordinary
Theres nothing special about me
But my characteristics
People say they are unique
I admit, I hate to gossip
I dont criticize people
Unless they seem
To hate me becoz im just simple
Basically I love being
A bit punky
And im no longer flirty
Im also choosy
Nobody understands me
Im totally revengeful
I hate to forgive and forget
If I continue to be sorry
I might just regret…
loner_freaky - 4:09 PM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
[::..My life; Family…..::]
I had daddy and mummy
Two sisters and a bro
But my life is still empty
With nobody to love me
Sibling does make me glad
When im totally upset
However deep inside
I wanna cry
I did mistakes
I wish I didnt try
I regret being stubborn
I just hate to be burden
I wanna be independent
Thats why I am a loner
What I did was sit at a corner
I hate my life
I really do
But I did to strive
People never knew
They just have no clue
Two sisters and a bro
But my life is still empty
With nobody to love me
Sibling does make me glad
When im totally upset
However deep inside
I wanna cry
I did mistakes
I wish I didnt try
I regret being stubborn
I just hate to be burden
I wanna be independent
Thats why I am a loner
What I did was sit at a corner
I hate my life
I really do
But I did to strive
People never knew
They just have no clue
loner_freaky - 6:20 PM
Saturday, September 17, 2005
[::..Ex-Crush -J..::]
I used to like him
Because he is the cutest
Guy in my class
But e way he tell me off
Really hurts me a lot
I only told him I admire him
But he dont seem
To understand but all
He reply was get lost
Since the day
I never said a word to him
This taught me
Looks are deceiving
Because he is cute but mean
Since to him
Im such a disturbance
That needs attention
I did get over it
And continue to meet
New acquaintance...
Because he is the cutest
Guy in my class
But e way he tell me off
Really hurts me a lot
I only told him I admire him
But he dont seem
To understand but all
He reply was get lost
Since the day
I never said a word to him
This taught me
Looks are deceiving
Because he is cute but mean
Since to him
Im such a disturbance
That needs attention
I did get over it
And continue to meet
New acquaintance...
loner_freaky - 4:50 PM
Friday, September 16, 2005
[::..Daddy; papa…..::]
Even you walk out of the family
I still love you dearly
I just hope we are reunited
But it wont happen
Mama had a new husband
And I got to learn
To be independent and self reliant
When would I ever get to meet you
Ive been wanting to see you
I know you had a new
Child and a wife
But dont forget about khairil and me
We need you in our lives
What I said
Wont meant anything
You are happy wit your family
We are just nobody
But whatever it is
You are still my REAL father
For now, tomorrow and forever…
I still love you dearly
I just hope we are reunited
But it wont happen
Mama had a new husband
And I got to learn
To be independent and self reliant
When would I ever get to meet you
Ive been wanting to see you
I know you had a new
Child and a wife
But dont forget about khairil and me
We need you in our lives
What I said
Wont meant anything
You are happy wit your family
We are just nobody
But whatever it is
You are still my REAL father
For now, tomorrow and forever…
loner_freaky - 8:30 PM