[::..IT HURTS!!!..::]
MANY THINGS WILL MAKE ME CRY..NO MATTER HOW STRONG I MAY SEEM..I M BOUND 2 B EMOTIONAL WHENEVER I M AT MY MOST VULNERABLE MOMENT..IT HURTS WHEN PEEPS KEEP SAYING ABT MY BLOODY PAST...WHEN PEEPS DUN UNDERSTAND ME..WHEN THEY PUT ON DEAF EARS..WHEN PEEPS DUN MAKE AN EFFORT TO CARE..WHEN U R SAD N NEED SUM1..NOBODY IS DER..FEELIN OUT..EVERY1 DISAGREE..THESE WILL MAKE ME SOB..
loner_freaky - 10:26 PM
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
[::..CoNfUsEd........::]
every call i tot its him..i never realised dat he still sumwer in ma mind..i hope this will soon end cos i hate 2 make Arif upset.Arif is sum1 i cun live without..well dis sat is his b-dae..i dunno wt 2 buy 4 him..better tink of sumthin..update wen im free..btw 2mrw im goin 2 break-fast with ma blood-Big Boi..at beach rd..hehe..
loner_freaky - 12:17 AM
Thursday, October 13, 2005
[::..My Past........::]
My dark history still haunt me..it won't lave me alone..it remain n it is driving me insane..bcos of it,my boi always accuse me wrongly..its hard 2 gain his trust in me as i did hurt him badly..I regret wat i've done.I noe I m in the wrong..Bt dats ma past..he's tryin his best 2 regain the trust..wat shud i do??I cun chnge my SUCKY history!!
loner_freaky - 8:28 PM
Sunday, October 09, 2005
[::..dedication 2 ma bllod a.k.a Big boy..::]
He is my closest guy fren..I hope dis will not end..when i am depressed,he will ease my stress..that's y he's the best other den my boi..he never fails 2 make me laugh..4 me dats jus enuf..Well THAT'S JUST HIM-Farihim...
loner_freaky - 6:14 AM
[::..It will b over soon!!!..::]
Tomorrow my exam will b over..at last..cool..i am goin 2 watch movie wif my boi..continue later..
loner_freaky - 6:03 AM
Friday, October 07, 2005
[::..MY BOY-( AriF)....::]
He is the nicest guy i ever met.He's always der wen i'm sad..He console me till i am happy which makes me love him dearly..He pampers me,he console me,he did wat is necessary..It's been nearly 4 yrs bt his love 4 me never fades..I just wanna let him noe,HE IS THE BEST GUY I EVER KNEW...Hopefully our relationship won"t end n will continue..Love ya:Miss ya:Need ya:..
loner_freaky - 10:06 PM
Wednesday, October 05, 2005