As I dream in my sleep tonite,
I hope you gonna be alright
Memories will forever etch in my heart
Even if we are probably apart
Fate and Destiny is beyond prediction
Wishing and Hoping can just be imagination
Any minit from now,we are uncertain
That death is within a distance
I am grateful 2 have you once in my existance
Without you,will I bear this endurance?
In this world of hypocrites and vengence
Minority are known for their innocence..
loner_freaky - 10:06 PM
Monday, February 13, 2006
[::..VaLeNtInE's Day..::]
Today is Valentine's day,but I celebrated it last Saturday as this week Arif and I are equally busy..I received a heart-shaped BACI chocolate and a pair of gerly black
shoes.Its totally nice and I L0VE it for sure..I gave him a boxer and a heart-shaped pink box full of Ferrero Rocher.including a small cute card with a saying 'I LOVE U!!'. Not forgetting a poem as he had been gloomy and disappointed 4 some definite reasons.That Saturday,initially we thought of eating at Sakura cuisine restaurant located inside Far East Plaza..Unfortunately,full house!! Without further ado, as my stomach was grumbling,we get to the nearest restaurant,an Indonesian type of cooking..luckily it was delicious...Then we bought a pair of black identical rings..cool huh??
THE POEM I HAD GIVEN HIM SOUNDS LIKE THIS :
I love you,my Dear.
I need you as my lover.
Please remain together,
Be there for me in future.
My love for you deepens
As much as you can earn
With you,I learn
To be less defiant
All I want is you by my side
Always with me day and night
Hold me close,tight
You will remain in my heart
Please be happy
Have faith in yourself and me
Face setback with dignity
Please get back on your feet instantly
I am right behind you
You will get through
I will encourage and you will do
JUST REMEMBER; I ALWAYS LOVE YOU !!
loner_freaky - 6:14 PM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
[::..sk00L MooD..::]
More and more stress
Loaded with tests and assignments
There's no much rest
Tonnes of homework and revisions
I'm AFRAID i'm falling far behind
I'm SICK of being slow
People think that I'm just 'Blind'
As I just go with the flow
I can assure u that I tried
My near passing marks are my evidence
You can't assume that I lied
I believe I can figure out a solution
I will persevere
I'll TRY 2 fulfill others' expectation
I'll change 4 the better
I shall study and asks questions
I MUST clarify my doubts to teacher
I wil then be certain
Common tests are drawing near
That's part of my reasons..
loner_freaky - 1:05 AM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
[::..MY DREAM GUY..::]
He should be almost perfect
He is someone I will idolize
He,I will never neglect
That someone,maybe I will realise
His appearance is admirable
His personality is interesting
He need 2 be capable
He should be loving
Being adventurous,he prefer
Positive thinking,he practice
He is apparently clever
He is friendly at least
I guess this will only be a dream
A dream that will never come true
Eventhough he looks best as he seems
I don't know what else to do
Neither will I look for that guy
nor will I be obsessed
I just need to remain quite shy
Then let the matter rest..
loner_freaky - 2:26 AM
[::..Ex-Lover..::]
After a long dissappearance
In surprise,he finally return
Wonder if its a coincidence
Or just 2 be forgiven
He asked about my status
He seem 2 change
I told him,he was just my first
Luckily he did not blew into a rage
He regretted that he left me
He hope 4 a second chance
I did loved him dearly
But I won't give him another glance
He's too late 2 realise
Goodbye 'Friend'
I'm attached 2 someone nice
He's now my man
Sorry,its permanently over
Move on please
You are just my ex-lover
Hope your pain will ease..
loner_freaky - 2:12 AM
[::..MY LOVER = ARIF..::]
He's right before my eyes
I love him dearly
He heard my cries;
and love only me
Life without him,is meaningless
He is my everything
Losing him is again 1 of my fears
I'm sure he will remain loving
It's been years,we are together
His feelings for me never fades
Now thats truly my lover
He,I never hates
We've been through alot
Whether through hardship or happiness
Split,shall we not
2 him,I am his last and first
Being with him,filled me with laughter
He is so fun to be with
ME getting hurt;never
I want 2 be with him 4 as long as I live..
loner_freaky - 2:00 AM
[::..LiFe..::]
My life was never a bed of roses
My childhood times suck
It was like a curse
That's just my luck
Now as an adolescent
I do not seem rebellious
Yes,I do look decent
However I am atrocious
I regretted badly
However its too late
I'm feeling sorry
As if this is fate
I need a new environment
I hate this bloody memories
It's like a burden
Plus its a bullshit stories
I need to break this poverty
Hopefully I'll become a millionaire
That's where I'm truly happy
I will need not,learn to bear..
loner_freaky - 1:50 AM