I don't wanna split into pieces
I'm not gonna make those sacrifices
The sick feeling and emptiness ,
It won't leave me still it lingers ..
Nobody heard my cries
To them its just some damn lies
I'm not faking this agony
I'm not asking for sympathy ..
I just need you to understand me
That loving you is the hardest thing it could be ..
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I really love you yet I hate you
I'm inferior towards you
I hate you for being so fucking lovely !!
I hate myself due to my stupidity ....
WHO am I to deserve a talented , intelligent , interesting guy who is YOU ??
You play guitar , keyboard and violin . You had your own band and you are the lead singer of that band . I've seen you sang and scream .. You are amazing and impressive indeed . In addition , you are an advanced diploma holder , an art student and went through your 'A' levels . Besides that , you know alot of things and experienced alot too since you are now 21 .. Furthermore , you are mixed chinese and that would explain your appearance .. You are adorable as you look young and due to your height .. However , I love it when you embrace me tight because your body feels so rite .. love you again ..
loner_freaky - 12:25 AM