[::..i'm not okay !!!..::]
This bleeding would never heal
As the truth in you reveal
The agony I failed to bear
I then learnt ; even frienship is unfair .
Stop explaining
It won't ease my hurting
Thanks for acting like you care
Now you will never be there .
If killing me would ease your burden
I supposed you are guilt - ridden
It took me so long to find a friend like you
AND now you walk away too .
In this city so dead
All you give me was hate ..
Who am I suppose to turn to ?
When I'm no longer with you ?
Thought you will always be my friend
But you FORCE it to end .
My tears can turn to a river
My cold sweat making me shiver
The fear and wild thoughts entered
But still its the END of us and its absurd ...
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I need someone to embrace me really tight
Dry my tears and accompany me all day and night
Listen to my heartbreaking events
And who I considered my friends ..
Guess I'm not worth caring for
I , people should abhor ..
AND please kill me so that HE'S happy !!
loner_freaky - 6:59 PM