I call my house not a home but a hell
Some fuck story I preferred not to tell
There's still skeletons in my closet
If the truth leaks out , I'll turn more upset .
Lonely , dissatisfied adolescent
In my family eyes , I'm a burden
Due to my undefined ability
Makes them dislike me .
To them I'm a piece of crap
AND dreams of the moon NEVER fall on my lap
They rather see me bleed inside
Drenched myself by the tears I've cried .
I tried to make myself smile again
Hiding the unhappiness and the pain
Yet I failed n I failed
My efforts now are dead .
If I tell u , this is killing me ,
Would you stop it and ease my agony ??
I need you to continue to survive
To survive in this unpeaceful life .
Where betrayal , revenge and abhorent lies
You know no matter what , these will be minimise .
I wish . Before our earth is weigh down by tonnes of blood .
Before WE are drowning in the warm tears of our own .
Before everything turned to some freaking stone ....
loner_freaky - 12:30 AM