[::..WHY AM I STILL BREATHING ??..::]
I NEED A CONCRETE REALISTIC GOAL . I NEED A REASON TO GET UP EVERY MORNING , TO SMILE AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR AFTER I BRUSHED MY TEETH AND SAY ," YOU'RE ONE STEP CLOSER " . THAT HIT ME HARD ON MY HEAD . AWAKEN MY BRAIN CELLS WHICH ARE PARTIALLY NUMB . I NEED A REASON TO LENGHTEN MY EXISTANCE . IF NOT I WILL NOT CHOOSE TO LIVE .. YOU WILL THEN GET THE OPPORTUNITY TO SEE ME FREEZE IN THE BEAUTIFUL BED . A BED FOR THE DEAD - ( THE COFFIN ) .
PERHAPS I'LL BE SMILING IN MY DEEP SLEEP . A SLEEP WITH AN ETERNAL PEACE ..
loner_freaky - 12:03 AM